Tonight’s the last time I’m taking my pills.. I wonder if I can continue to sleep well from tomorrow on… I wonder.. I used the pills for school.. as I always was tired and stuff because of my insomia.. oh well.. I really hope I can sleep without them now.. since school is over now.. thus my stress factor went down by… idk.. 500%?
Gonna try to go to bed and sleep now.. Hopefully I’ll have the same motivation tomorrow to make the rest of the gifs from Running Man which I have already prepared~ n_n
I think people think I am a detached, apathetic asshole because I show no emotion in negative/stressful situations but really I just hate feeling vulnerable so I surpress everything, proceed to go have really crazy, dramatic breakdowns in the privacy of my own room, then go eat snacks like it never happened
Seriously. Thanks to behaving like this for like 10 years now.. I need to go to a psychotherapist because I cry out of the blue nowadays and this is freaking annoying.. so better don’t bully anyone. Cuz now my past is getting me and I have to cure that with professional help. Thanks society. Seriously. -.-